I hardly ever leave the house
these days.
The past few years, to me, are
just a haze.
I cannot find my way out of this
maze,
And have no more constructive
points to raise.
I feel the tension building up
inside.
It looks to you as if I haven’t
tried,
Which is untrue. I have never denied
That I have made mistakes. I have not lied –
Not to you, and not even to myself.
It’s not a choice to struggle with my health.