I touch her fragile beauty
in the night.
She tries to tell me who
she is, but fails.
I pray that everything
will be all right.
I stay away from fitting
rooms and scales.
I feel her presence with
me every day.
She’s someone I
should have known: That’s enough.
Fear controlled me, and
that got in the way.
Must not set sail –
not while the sea’s so rough.
If no-one else can understand,
she will.
I know exactly who she
is, of course.
I feel her when I’m
silent – my mind's still.
Must free my soul of self-torture,
remorse,
Hate and all those
negative emotions.
Must let go of all such
harmful notions.