Delusions

Paula's Poems

Delusions

by Paula Puddephatt

My delusions

I play the tapes

Endlessly

Relentlessly

Reel to reel

Inside my mind

They see me through

Delusions

Illusions

Never-ending confusion

Delusions

They’re all that makes sense

They feel real to me

Reel to reel

So real

Relentless, endless

You can’t take them away from me

They’re mine

They’re all I have




		Home \| Dreams Instead \| Twisted Illusions \| Suicide Angel \| Delusions So Beautiful \| Helpless \| Too Attached \| High on Life \| Something's Not Right \| Distraction \| Lifestyle Choice \| See Me Through \| And The Cycle Repeats \| Worthless \| No Reverse \| Barbed Wire \| Love Wasted \| Obsession's Dance \| Where are You? \| Three Years \| Eternal \| Conclusion \| Confused and Broken \| Moving On \| Final Spin \| Attachment and Obsession \| Bluebells for Eternal Friendship \| Spirit's Song \| My Cousin Rachel \| La Mouette \| Mary and the Horse Thief \| From the East Wing \| Persephone \| Disordered Mind \| Girl in Pink \| Tenderness and Lace \| No Rhythm, Reason or Rhyme \| The Legend of Lucy Lightfoot \| Only The Horse \| Harsh Lessons \| Time \| Display \| Space of a Year \| For Other Survivors \| Dreams and Illusions \| Space and Away \| Autumn Days \| Inside My Mind \| In Every Breeze \| Almost Wondering Why \| Scarlet \| Sepia \| 2012: End of the World? \| The Truth From The Lies \| Carousel \| The "Own Life" Exclusion Clause \| Never Was Enough \| All Over Again \| Colours of Pain \| Distant \| So Quietly \| Before I \| One Flower \| Liquid Gold \| My Words \| Analysis \| Consequences \| Dreaming in Neon \| Psychedelic Skies \| Dreams \| Magnolia \| Self-Harm \| Revealed \| Trust \| If I Believe \| Moonlit Emotions \| Selective Caring \| Moments \| Plan B \| Reasons, Seasons and Private People \| Even Now \| Words Like \| Can't Not \| New Start \| Pure \| Not Mine \| Disappointing Daughter \| Numbers \| Not Spring For Me \| You Both \| Retreat \| Given Choice \| Relentless \| Sunlight \| Artificial \| Memories \| Night Poems \| The Quiet Ones \| No-one Hears \| All Night \| Spiral Staircase in Sepia \| Non-directional Days \| Trying to Escape \| Calm \| Empty Cradles \| Silver \| The Healing Process \| Twigs and Leaves \| Late Autumn Into Winter \| On The Inside, Looking Out \| Disappointment \| And Now \| Star \| For Rhiannon \| Maybe Baby Pink \| Potential \| Metaphorically \| Bell Jars, Sylvia, Ariadne and Me \| Walls \| So Much Better When \| Sometimes You're Everywhere \| Never Pain \| Converting Each Hurt \| Fade Into \| Speak My Mind \| Ebony and Blue \| Neon and Rainbows \| Oak Tree \| Dark Days \| And That Is All \| Almost Safe \| So Scared \| Parallel Paths \| Tesco Clubcard \| What They Don't See \| Pastel Shades \| Imperfect Expressions \| Every Day \| Your Words \| Beyond \| A Reason \| But I Don't \| That You'll Reject Me \| Descending Chords \| Feels Like The End \| Can't Mention \| Learning to Fake It \| Tell Me Why \| The Right Words \| Darkened Room \| Obsession \| Why Can't We? \| Beyond "friendsreunited" \| Underneath Her Mask \| Delusions \| Fragile Beauty \| Not All About \| Enough \| Jaded \| Black-and-white (with a golden beak) \| Magic Beans and Mindless Office Work \| Resigned \| To Pay the Rent \| Autumn \| The Kids and Pets Thing \| Who is "Everybody", Anyway? \| Employment Options: Horses For Courses \| Sample Kyrielle \| Alternative CV \| Spiritual Peace \| Not in God's Name \| The Highest Perch \| Quakers on Pacifism \| Knock, Knock \| Cash Machines in Walls \| Depression \| If You Know These Things \| Quaker Plain \| Shades of Grey \| Sellotape and Glue \| Devotion \| Spirit of the Unicorn \| Moonlight Reflected \| Insomnia \| No Chance \| 1993 \| Remembering \| Games \| A Piece of my Peace of Mind \| Lime Trees \| Yew Trees \| Feeding the Ducks \| Duck Haiku \| Dolphins \| Transcending \| Perspective \| A Certain Stillness \| Toco Toucan \| Red Roses \| Purple Velvet \| Links