I hardly ever leave the house
The past few years, to me, are
just a haze.
I cannot find my way out of this
And have no more constructive
points to raise.
I feel the tension building up
It looks to you as if I haven’t
Which is untrue. I have never denied
That I have made mistakes. I have not lied –
Not to you, and not even to myself.
It’s not a choice to struggle with my health.